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Dear Taspers,
I am sad. There are a lot of complicated reasons why. I freak out sometimes because I feel like I'm just snatching at the loose ends of my life. I'm not sure what this means. All I know is that I feel a lot slipping through my fingers. You all don't have it all worked out, right? It's funny, I think of all of you and you all seem so much stronger than me and that makes me depressed too. I am also really tired right now. My prom is tomorrow. It should be fun. I miss you all. I visited Stanford. I am going to Yale. My family is investing a lot in my future. It's scary.

love,
josh